Title: No one loves me...

No one knows what it is like,
To think about death,
To think about suicide,
To wish you weren’t around,
I stand alone in the dark,
Praying someone will come to me,
I have stood alone,
I have cried at home,
Cause I am,
Alone inside,
No one knows what it is like,
To try,
To say I love you,
It is impossible,
To control,
The feelings deep inside,
But I try,
To move along,
But I fall down,
And I am lonely,
No love inside,
No one knows that I hide,
From the sunlight,
From the people,
From my life,
My dreams are beyond my grasp,
I have tried,
I have lied,
Committed evil,
And wished to die,
No one wants to hold,
Me close to them,
They cringe away,
Cause I am a monster,
No one wants to say,
They love me,
Because they do not,
Want to lie,
But I felt,
I could continue,
But I fell right back down,
There was no one,
Only darkness,
To wrap me up inside,
Alone with only my pride,
Alone by my side,
No one knows what it’s like to cry,
Without someone to comfort you,
To think they are alone,
And ready to die,
There was a point,
I was a happy child,
And I thought that would never change,
But through my life,
I learned the word strife,
And learned the truth,
No one knows what it is like,
To look in court,
And be rejected,
No one knows what it is like,
To feel alone,
Because their father,
Doesn’t want them,
But I will continue,
To live and look ahead,
I don’t care if live,
I don’t care if die,
I will just,
Push on alone,
In the rain.