Title: Who do I love?

Wishing for a change,
Hoping for a life,
Oblivious to the truth,
Dying from heartache,
In trouble from inner turmoil,
Lying to myself,
Old fashion,
Violence blinded by a soul,
Everyone hurts sometimes,
I tried my best,
Died in the end,
Only then did they realize,
No one was their enemy,
Only then did they realize,
Tonight was going to change,
Knots in my heart,
Now it is clogged,
Only to appear in another dream,
Wishing I was alive,
Breathing the existence of stars,
Utterly lost in the scene,
Too many go by,
I am stuck in another world,
Hoping to get back,
Only then do I realize,
People hate me,
Enemies from within ourselves,
Silhouettes of ourselves,
Honesty is the guide,
Ending all the feuds,
Falling face first,
In a bottomless pit,
Nothing else matters,
Dying is but sin,
Singled out among many,
My life means nothing,
Even I am lost.