Title: You are gone

What do I know of loss?
I know it too much,
How can I say?
I miss you so much,
The feelings buried,
Deep inside,
Are hard to express,
To you,
But you are gone,
Out of my life,
You left me for some reason,
Left me to cry,
And wonder what you,
Do with your life,
But you are gone,
And out of my life.

I remember those times we use to sit,
Starring out the window,
Thinking of everything,
I would hold you,
And hold you so close,
And tell you how much,
I loved you so.

But now I sit,
Alone in my chair,
Without you breathing in my face,
Loving me only,
The same ever since we first met.

I remember a time,
When I was so cold,
So lonely at night,
Homesick and alone,
You came to me,
And lied by my side,
You gentle humming,
Put me gently asleep.

But everyday I look at your pictures,
And feel the emptiness deep inside,
You were my love,
My friend,
My idol my life,
But now you are gone,
And out of my life.

Now everyday I stare outside,
Stand on the porch wishing you were inside,
Search the distance,
Praying you are,
Close and wanting to be my side,
You pictures are all I have left of you,
The times and the memories,
I really miss you.

I remember a time,
When I gave up,
On life and on love,
And my feelings to,
You took the knife from me,
And toss it aside,
You came in my areas,
And spoke to me your words,
Relieving the tension inside,
You were so warm,
And so loving,
You kept me around,
You did not wish I would die.

So everyday I sit here,
Dying inside,
Wanting to hold you,
Wanting to touch you,
There is no way,
That I can express,
The feelings about,
How I hate how you have left,
And always throughout my life,
I will miss you to death.